It’s “PUNK” night!!! Wearing the OUT OF THIS WORLD outfit, that will be coming soon at the Evolve Mainstore. This is very versatile. I decided to dye my hair my pink and go punk for a change. You can wear it mostly at any casual rock clubs. I found this cool Punk Rock Club on a small sim with another club a few blocks down.
As usual I am early, my friends aren’t here yet. Looking around I noticed a quaint little park across the street. Went over to relax and waited for the others to arrive, behind the park was a place for Skateboarding.
I just need to remember to bring my skateboard next time I am in his neighborhood.
;;DESIGNERS;;: EVOLVE-OUT OF THIS WORLD AG. Eyes Alpha (hides system eyes) EMPIRE – Sukkulente – Maitreya Materials no.match_ ~ NO_ATTENTION – fun edition ~ ::Modish:: Nana [PowederPack November] Lelutka EarthStones All My Love Bridal Set Bento Cae Shooting Star :: [bagged] .LeLutka.Head.Chloe 3.3 Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1 ^^Swallow^^ Roberta Peach Red Eyebrows POSES BY FOXCITY
I am visiting one of the Editor’s Pick today, Cielo its a tiny beach with waves that looks great for surfing and rocks for climbing. I am wearing this adorable summer dress, that has a V-Shape in the front and back. This dress is perfect going out to dinner and theater or just walking around. It comes in 4 different colors.
I paired it with jewelry from CAE and boots from Pure Poison. I am was happy that the walkway smooth for walking.
Maitreya Tip-Toe FeetShape
AG. Eyes Alpha (hides system eyes)
Cae :: Gianna :: Necklace and Bracelets
EarthStones All My Love Bridal Set Bento
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
Pure Poison – Madeline Ankle Boots – Maitreya
white river co. – NTS Hair
^^Swallow^^ Roberta Peach Red Eyebrows
POSES BY IMAGE ESSENTIALS
I am chilling on my back deck wearing another new release from Evolve, Reign Congrejo. It bold and bright, it will surely make you stand out from the crowd. Perfect for those warm summer nights and any social party. Getting ready to meet some friends for the afternoon for drinks. As I am waiting, watching my dolphins play in the water; looking across my lake at the little lounge my neighbor has opened
Yikes having the Winter Blues already, packed my bags and went to the be beach. I decided to go visit New Brighton Beach. It has this really long pier with arcade and a sitting place to look out into the horizon, with lots of fun things to do on the boardwalk. Wearing my favorite Tank Dress by Just Evolve, designer Reign Congrejo. It’s in the store as a group gift MLM Free&Offers
DESIGNERS: SKIN TONE BY SWALLOW MESH BODY BY MAITRYEYA BENTO HEAD BY LELUTKA JUST EVOLVE Beachy Dress MT body Cae :: Basics – Solitaire NO.MATCH_NO.TIME. Nova — Macy REIGN.-GLITTER PETAL JUMPERS- FATPACK
Yes this was going to be the story of getting married to Paxton, but the road has changed. Read on to find out why with some background knowledge of why I made my final decision
My first and only SL wedding partnership was back in 2008. to one amazing loving man, that after a year and half of being married, he started spending less time in SL, to care after the failing health of his RL significant other. Eventually after her death at age 42, he made a decision to leave SL in 2010, To this day, we are the very best of friends, he is my bestie and I am still his baby, We talk, laugh and curse each other out over our phone calls.
I came close to having that happy ending again after Gee left. I allowed myself to open my heart only to feel the heartache over again. The second time was with Rarden. We were in talking stages of partnering. When his health suddenly turned for the worse when his organs started failing from a long undiagnosed of Lyme Disease and Rarden never returned. The third time, I was literally swept of my feet, staring at handsome man at Sweethearts. I crashed and on my return, he was already dancing with another. I was going to leave when asked me to wait. We danced and talked all night into the early morning, when we realized it was 5am EST for the both of us. We partnered days before his RL business trip, would be away for a week. Moore wanted to get married when he return. I went along and made plans, I asked the guys he wanted to be in his Groom’s men and decided who I wanted to be my bridesmaids. I purchased the gown that I couldn’t wait for him to see me wearing on our big day and was just waiting on his return. Well that never happen …. he never returned to SL.
Which brings me to present day…Paxton and I got engaged on lovely Friday night, Dec 7, 2018, 2 days before my 11th Rez day. We teleported to Calas, with the hopes of getting on to their Christmas Sim, it was filled. So we went one of their other sims. Found a place to dance before he got on one knee. With the idea of having our ceremony after the holidays, it was perfect way to start the New Year off. We went home that night to snuggle on the couch. He selected our Wedding Song, “Bless the Broken Road” by Rascal Flatts. The song fitted us to a tea. He was so excited….His last words was “I will see you on Saturday and I have something special planned for Sunday”. That was the last time I saw Paxton online and heard from him. I was so excited, that I didn’t see the writing on the wall. We were friend for well over a year, with a running joke of calling each other brother and sister. It was our way of keeping this at arms length, his RL keeps him busy and he really only logs in over the weekend. I was still seeing someone else, that was never in SecondLife and we were already growing apart.
I knew he was already poor at communications when he logged out of SL, with the promises of getting better. After that wonderful night on the Calas sim, He stopped responding to my emails. Now a month later, his email is not found and not accepting new emails, as though he deleted his email account. I am baffled at the thought of how a person can be so disengaged when they log out of SecondLife. SL is like a PlayStation game or a video game. He doesnt log in once he is home from work like most do. Its an afterthought of what to do after dinner, before he needs to gets ready for the next day. The same goes for the weekend. Bottom line I don’t exist in his RL, only in SecondLife where I am just a pixel avatar. When he was in SL he was so loving, thoughtful, caring and talking about this amazing future we were going to have. We would end up in these long conversations, only to realize that we are the only ones left on the dance floor after going to a friends set. Funny how we talked about this and he knew that I was afraid of this happening. He was so adamant that it wouldn’t happen this time around and it did.
The twist…. I will get to wear my wedding gown. I am done with whole SecondLife Dating, The Baseball Cliché “Strike 3 and you are out”. Well this is my third strike, I am convinced that I am not meant to be loved in SecondLife. I do have a male alt that I used for photography. I will partner with my male alt and have a mock wedding.